Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Serial Alts, partners and families......

What a morning Saturday, July 24th turned out to be.  Woke up at 4am to use the restroom, looked at my phone and noticed that I had emails.  Because I’m addicted to technology I looked at my email and saw a bunch offlines from people I didn’t know and then one from  my fiance/partner.  Saying..”Lees I’m leaving SL and people are after me and most of what they say is the truth.  I’m sorry”  Of course this sets my mind into a frenzy and I get up and log in to sl to find out WTF. 

Wow did I find out what the f*&K!  Jacksonj Greggan my fiancee is also Jackson Volotenko, Xerian Riaxik, Jorge Sabahi (his kid avi), Speedy Gustafson and we also suspect he is Santirix Avedon but can't prove it yet.  Not only did he have me as his partner but had 3 other wives and a slew of children.  He would have us on this tight little schedule of days and on some good days would double client so that he could be the doting father, partner and lover to everyone.  His luck turned sour when one of his partners was approached by someone who managed to tattle on him and the fact that she did some really good research leading to the rest of the wives.  Have I mentioned we found a 4th, from Gor…seriously who has time for this kind of bs….

I spoke to the other ladies for 3 hours Saturday morning, comparing stories, background and everything else we could think of and its really sad.  The lies, the deceit, were plentiful.  How anyone could possibly keep all their stories straight is beyond me and how anyone could go out into SL and willing and deceitfully hurt other people is mindblowing. 

He hid, leaving offlines, poofing when he got caught.  While we picked up the pieces of his kids hearts as well as ours.  We wondered, we cried and tried to figure out how the hell we missed all the signs and they were plenty now that we look back on it.  He finally showed his face on one of his alts last night and I had the opportunity to lay into him.  Sadly his attitude was cold, indifferent and really as he said…”it’s a game, its easy to say what you want”.  Your right it is.
 
Needless to say I was completely floored by someone who I had known for over a year  and really did play the perfect partner.  Should have been my clue that not all is perfect right?  But because I had known him for so long I trusted.  I took a beating to be with him, destroyed my family and relationships I held dear.  Why?  So that I could be happy in SL.  Shame on me..won’t let that happen again.  My family and friends that I hurt are so much better then you are…and I regret making the decision I did. I  know for one..I’m better then you, I deserve better then you and you aren’t worth the tears that have been shed, not just by me, by your daughter Maddy or the other women you hurt. 

So fuck you Jacksonj Greggan.  Your pathetic, garbage and god help any other women (victims) you find in SL.  Gauranteed your already on to your next families.